SolusPharus

"Sometimes I see a tree in my dreams. It is my life. One branches is my future husband, leaves are children. Another one is my future as a writer. Every leaf is a poem. One more branch is a splendid academic career. But while I'm making a choice, the leaves are turning yellow and falling off and there is no more leaf on the tree". (movie "Sylvia") "Sometimes it seems that I have no body. Only emptiness. And nothing inside. Like negative of man. Like I have never thought of anything, never written anything and felt nothing...I need only darkness. Darkness and silence". (movie "Sylvia") "The Truth reachs me (I get the Truth) - it likes me".

It is so that my transgressions have born a withered fruit,the sun has scorched the rising plans; alas they have no root, the bleached bones of animals bound by leather strips, dance through the air with laughter as i wield this wicked whip, as you did warn me carpenter, this world has weakened my heart, so easily i disparage, self-seeking the work of my art, and there you have come to me at the moment i bathe in my sorrow, so in love with myself, sought after avoiding tomorrow, where do you find the love to offer he who betrays you? And offer to wash my feet as i offer to disobey you, your beauty does bereave me, and how my words do fail, so

Strange Days..! What's going on with people around me?!